hmmm,

I feel like I am being wronged again.
That I'm just being played and led on and just used.
That I'm just a placeholder until someone better comes along.

And I hate feeling this way, and I hate that I can become so insecure at times, and that I can let the little things get to me.
But I do and I can and I always will.


I just hope it isn't the case this time.
I don't think I'll be able to recover as well again, and we all saw my shaky recovery this past time.....

I just don't know what to think.