Endless Possibilities

Its the start of a fresh new year, and so at this time everyone is making resolutions, or just deciding that somehow they will make this year better than the last.
But it will be the same, any drastic changes people try to make won't work, for the most part anyways.

But for me, 2010 isn't about TRYING to change anything.

It just is everything changing.

I'm going to graduate in May, and then after that I have no idea what is happening.
I'm living my life completely for God, and more so than what most people say when they mean that.
I mean that I want to do everything in my life to glorify Him.
If that means following MY PLANS and getting accepted to West Georgia and getting to open a coffee shop and through that getting glory towards Him or having my coffee shop work with some local ministry, whether that be Outsiders or not.
Or if that means that I won't be able to follow MY plans and instead just try and figure out God's plans for me along the way.
Whether that be me doing a lot of missionary work in my lifetime, or starting a family, or staying in henry county and reaching out to kids here.
I have no idea what He is going to bring me to do. But I will do it no matter what, because I know His plans for me are great, I just dont know them yet.

The hardest part is going to be explaining to my family why I would NOT go to college if thats what happens to be in his plans for me. And thats perfectly fine for me, because I trust Him, and I know He will do whats best for me...But considering my mom doesn't even believe in God to the best of my knowledge....yeah. It may not be so easy to tell them, especially to get support from them.

To anyone who may read this, I really just need your prayer. And for you not to tell me I'm crazy, cause I feel I'll get a lot of that.

(AND PRAY I CAN GET ABOUT $1300-$1500 BY THIS SUMMER. I would LOVEEE to go to Nicaragua to serve God.)